I haven't weighed myself in a while, I got sick of being disappointed by not losing anything, so as stupid as it sounds I'm hoping if I weigh myself in a couple of days I'll be pleasantly surprised. I'm feeling confident that I'll be at my first GW by the end of next week at the latest, I just cant get cocky, because if I do I'll feel invincible and think it's okay to binge here and there.
I also think I'm either going to come off of the ABC diet or start again and take away a couple/few hundred, because although yes it's supposed to help my metabolism, I just cant eat 500 calories! The most I have is 300 and even then I hate myself. So I guess it's sort of the ABCDE Diet...Ana Boot Camp Diet Extreme.
|Why not make thinspo festive!|
"Place my wants and needs over your resistance."
Posted at 19:21