What's wrong with me. I don't understand why I'm struggling so much all of a sudden. Months of perfect eating and exercising habbits and now all of a sudden I can't handle it. I'm always hungry and I feel like I forget why I shouldn't eat, until I look in the mirror and hate myself. I'm going to sit in front of the mirror in my underwear for ages and just stare at myself, until I remember why I have to pull myself together. I bought size 6 trousers today, I refuse for them to ever stop fitting, I cant go back. I have to be thin. It's the only way to be.
"You're forgetting who you are, you can't stop crying"